words

because i have a lot to say but cant properly thread them altogether

logs on. browses mail. notices an unfamiliar sender. reads the title. smiles. opens mail. reads the first line. surprised! continues reading the next few lines. grins. cant believe it. reads again. finally believes that its true. shouts with glee. dances with joy. jumps up and down. screams!

stops. thinks of facts. calms down. contains happiness. prays. hopes with crossed fingers and eyes closed.

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phone rings. talks to the person on the other end of the line. worries. wants to cry but must not. worries some more. pray.

thinks. compares. wishes. pray some more. cry. writes.

extremes

one day, you receive a splendid surprise. then you get a "challengingly hard" news on the next.

these make you rethink your options. are you going to stay or keep on chasing your dreams?

you wish that life is perfect. that once an opportunity is presented to you, you can just grab it easily so that you can live happily ever after.

but life is not. there's a lot of crossroads. we all have our crosses to bear. and in moments such as this, you just surrender everything to Him and pray that He will guide you to the road that he prepared for you.

tonight's gonna be a good night

i logged on to yahoo to retrieve a file from my yahoogroup. but when i checked my mail, there it was, congratulating me for making it! yoohoo!!!! pero ayoko muna maexcite masyado habang hindi pa final ang lahat hehe

i gotta feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night!

God is so good =)

blogging

havent blogged in quite some time. yeah this happens every now and then, mostly because im busy with school requirements but this time, school doesnt take much of my internet hours. blame it on facebook instead.

facebook is a neat site. i only got hooked to it for less than a year i think. i was a multiply baby before that. but when everybody i knew started having their own page on that site, i became a part of the mob. and soon i was spending hours playing new applications and posting one-liner shoutouts and waiting for people to comment to my new posts.

but now, im missing this, blogging. i want to go back to it. facebook is ok but blogging is better. makes one more introspective and keeps one more updated about oneself. hence, i promise to myself that ill write more this april.